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Doing Good

Shhh. Do you hear that?

Do you hear the quiet emanating from me?

I'm feeling contemplative lately. I've turned inward to assess my goodness. Am I doing good in this world? Am I making something better for someone? Am I pitching in? Am I using my powers for good? Do I even have powers?

That's what I'm pondering. That's where I'm working on myself right now. I don't have much to say about it, but I thought I'd mention it.  Because I'm wondering.

Are you doing good in this world?

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  1. Sigh - I wonder this from time to time too, but I fear I am more self-absorbed than I like to admit...

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  2. Me, too. I know I'm self-absorbed. I catch myself all the time and try to at least bring myself back to what's happening around me.

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